Available in English Fall 2026

Explore the extraordinary formative years of Mihail Chemiakin, a journey of art, defiance, and resilience.

About the book

Painter and sculptor, art historian and theatrical designer Mihail Chemiakin recounts his life up to his expulsion from the Soviet Union in 1971, in text and drawings. The picaresque narrative leads the reader through Chemiakin’s childhood in post-war Germany, study at the elite Leningrad Special High School of Art, forced psychiatric treatment in a KGB hospital, life among fugitive monks and religious charlatans in the officially atheistic USSR, work on the maintenance crew of the Hermitage Museum, his studio at the center of the Leningrad artistic underground of the 1960s, and finally, the threats and persecution that led to his expulsion from the USSR.

"My Life: Before Exile" is an engaging, fast-moving first-person account of the formative years of one of the world’s most accomplished artists. This compelling autobiography offers a glimpse into corners of Russian and Soviet life that few people are familiar with, telling the powerful story of Mihail Chemiakin's beginnings as an artist.

Who should read this book?

This book is for artists and art lovers, as well as those interested in the vibrant underground culture of the 1960s USSR. If you appreciate profound narratives, historical insights, and the journey of an extraordinary artist, "My Life: Before Exile" offers an unparalleled reading experience. Be among the first to delve into this captivating memoir by reserving your copy today at info@chemiakinmylife.com

Bol'shaya Kniga

The Russian edition, published in 2023 by Elena Shubina Books at AST publishers, was awarded the Bol'shaya Kniga ("Big Book") literary prize.

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Pre-publication print run sold out

A pre-publication presentation of "My Life: Before Exile", scheduled to take advantage of Mihail Chemiakin's presence in New York City, was held at the Russian Samovar restaurant in the theater district.  The advance print run sold out in a matter of minutes. Video of the event can be seen at  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PnC45FBwCkQ

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The artist's journey

Mihail Chemiakin dedicated 16 years to writing this portion of his autobiography, offering a unique perspective on Russian and Soviet life, and sharing the story of his artistic genesis. This memoir is a testament to perseverance and artistic integrity.